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Hello world,

To be honest I have no idea what I'm doing now, just turned on my computer wanting to write a blog post, after that I'll just be off to bed. I don't feel like doing anything actually, because everything that I do reminds me of you. Things that I usually do because of you just feels meaningless since I'm not doing for you, with you anymore. So actually day to day my life feels meaningless, not sure what to do, not sure where to go. I just feel like lying down on my bed and just let the days passed. Thought it was supposed to be a good break after the As, where I can go everywhere, do everything, have fun and all. But maybe its not the case, and I just have myself to be blamed actually. I was the one who let it all go. I really don't know what I did with my life today, it feels like nothing has been done for the day. Needs a new goal in life.

Beh