Hai

Hello world!

Sad, feels like I need someone that I will never ever meet to talk to. If only I can play an online game now, but I am too busy going out and too busy with school. How I wish I am working now and have free time to play games to meet new people. I don't even know what's going on anymore. Can I not find someone to rely on? Somehow I just feel so lonely and meaningless. Yes, there are people I can talk to, but they will never always be around. So now what, I should just feel ok being by myself? Of course I can do that? I just have to find shows for me to watch and just keep going on the whole day? But end of the day, I'll still die alone. What's the point? I should just be happy? Feels like I'm a lost soul who don't want to open up to anything. Actually I just saw about emotional dependency and I'm going to read it now bb

Beh