8 days?

Hello world!

So I have 8 days to go before my enlistment to National Service. To think about it now, yeah it'll just be boring days before my enlistment, and then boring days inside. I may have friends, but yeah its still going to be quite a boring time for me now. For today, don't really seem like I have much mood to watch shows. It may be quite early now, and I'm not exactly tired at all, just feel really sian thats how we call it, which means very lifeless? Something like that I believe? Or maybe bored, very bored. The best thing that I can do now is to just dive into my bed and close my eyes. Its days like this that makes me feel like I should close my eyes, sleep, and never wake up again. Sounds like a rather emotional post for me but thats how I'm feeling now. Life without goals? That's basically it. I'm like someone who is losing my goals now. In the past, I would still have a goal in such times? To get my driving license. Now that I've already gotten it? To get a good car, nah not so soon. Not even done with the service to the nation, what university? What work? What money? What car?

Beh