Farewell

Hello world!

This is not a suicide post but wouldn't it be interesting to write a farewell message, in case I may really just not wake up from my sleep tonight? Wouldn't it be sad that people don't know what your last thoughts are, if you were to really sleep and not wake up? While it's quite impossible to always pen down last thoughts, maybe I should really do write it once hahaha

Time passed so quickly and it is nearly 10 years since we were together, not discounting the breaks that we had in between. If I really do go now, maybe my main concern will be how you will tend to get angry or pissed too easily. Try to control your emotions and don't waste energy on things that don't matter la and also maybe treat me nicer so that I won't be so happy that I'm dead 😬 pls learn how to pick up dog poop it isn't that scary, you don't literally touch poop when you have a piece of toilet paper separating you and the poop. My house is not that dirty, you are too used to clean houses!!! Actually I'm getting quite tired thinking about writing this, maybe you already know that I'll be. Today marks the day when the dog is no longer under my name, after 3 plus years of dog ownership, I'm no longer his owner on paper. Sad moment. It is like selling your child away, but we never know when he or me may die. 

Thanks for being the best dog, for being playful and obedient when we want you to. Although you always do stupid things like eating trash or destroying my toys, I hope that you are happy staying here with us. Although we always provide you with the same food, I hope you are happy to wake up and play with us everyday. Thanks for being a part of my life by just existing.

Everyone else probably don't really deserve a mention. Maybe some things I wanna do before I die: like own a motorcycle?! I will be careful, I will be. I just wanna have a motorcycle and ride around, it is something I dream of. It is convenient and nice to have control of two wheels with so much power on the tap. Pls get me one to ride occasionally before I die. Fast car? Maybe that as well but I seem too poor to afford one. And also treat me nicer like you always promise pls. Although I can be useless and forgetful, pls just treat me nicer so I don't hope I did early bb

Goodnight world