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Hello world!

Actually I haven't had a long blog post in awhile because I'm always rushing to go to sleep and have things to do :x So I've been working for over two months now and my contract of 3 months is going to end soon, then I'll be going overseas with bee, really looking forward to it ^^ Its been a long time since I came out from the army, still enjoying the life outside the army. The grass is always greener on the other side, would've been nice to just stone in the army, but not productive at all and if you put me back there, I would find that it is really really boring hahaha So now I'll be going to uni soon and this means that I'll be spending money again. It seems like I love to get new things (maybe spending money too) but then again, I always find it a waste after buying it because I probably don't really need it hahaha I think this has been the case for both my headphones, my car and maybe my bags.......... So firstly, I bought the headphones thinking it looks nice, would've sound nice and really usable, I can imagine myself always using it because it is so good!! But after buying it, I hardly use it because I hardly go out alone where I need music, or that I go to places where I don't feel safe bringing it, or I'm just driving, oh well... Then about the car, I thought it would be nice, it would be different, it would be an upgrade from a van. Well it is definitely faster, but more expensive and not sure whether I really need to change to a car since there isn't really much difference... And then comes the bags that I just bought, do I really need two? Still wondering... But yeah that said, the grass is always greener on the other side!! I just failed to look at the positive side of everything, cannot convince myself that everything is actually worth it hahahaha Pls help me... It is probably just this stage whereby I am still thinking about the money spent on all these useless things that I bought. Overtime, I will forget much about the money and slowly blend in with the comfort of everything that I have. For example, the van. It was expensive at first, then better, and then normal, and now I miss it. When everything goes to normal, I would be all comfortable again, until things changes again - when I buy new things again....

Beh