Thursday, 11 February 2016

Yet another day

Hello world!

Haven't been looking at how time passes so quickly for the past few days, looking at today do I only realise that time actually past quickly again. I think I've mentioned about how time passes quickly when we are looking at what has happened and not what's going to be coming up. Probably it also depends on how much I've achieved per day to determine whether the day has been wasted or not. So for today, I didn't really do much. I started my day rather early, went for a driving lesson, then went home, use the computer and went out for lunch and dinner. Didn't seem like I actually did achieve anything for the entire day. Just seems so wasted for today. Less than two months before my enlistment and I just hope that the days inside will pass quickly and get out of the place soon. Can't imagine spending so much of my time inside another island. Its the same country, but I believe it will feel so much more isolated compared to home. I hate the feeling of isolation, it will make me feel overwhelmed, depends on how I look at things too I believe. If I were to be in an enclosed area, like a really small room with four walls, no interaction with the 'outside' (of the room), I will really feel overwhelmed by the forces (even though there's no real forces acting). The same applies if I were to be stuck in the back of a van with no windows, it just feel uncomfortable. I doubt this has any relation to any artistic representation coming from inside of me? Hahaha and thats why I can't stand it when I'm in the lower storey of my house (where the main door is) and the door is closed. When the door is closed, there's no air flow, then again I will feel isolated. Thats why my windows are always open when I'm in my room, unless there's heavy rain thats gonna splash in. Keep your windows and doors open!

Beh

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