2016!!

Hello world!

Its the start of a new year again, 2016! So I actually came across a post previously about how it would be like in the first few months of a new year, where people write 2015 and change the 5 to the 6 by tracing over it because we can't get used to it. Actually it happened to me quite a lot of times in the past whenever I was in school, but I don't think this will happen anymore this year, since I don't have to study anymore!! I started off writing this post too late and by the time I complete, it won't be the first day of 2016 anymore.. Maybe it will still be in the timezone of another country, but it won't be the same here.. Its a start of the new year but this year, I already made her angry due to my laziness and bad attitude where I didn't care much.. Actually I think I'm becoming more and more lazy along the way and not caring about anything for quite awhile.. Its actually a really bad move of me, probably after leaving school. I just stopped thinking about many things and just continue to live my life as the days goes by, making choices only when I really really have to. I'm not sure whether its really me just being lazy or that my memory is failing me. I can be in the bathroom, thinking about what I want to do later, reminding myself of what I should do. But the moment I step out of the bathroom, I can't even remember myself having wanting to do something before that. I wonder if its because of me being too lazy, being too dependent on technology, or that my memory is failing me. I hope it isn't because of my memory, this is actually getting real bad. So for this year, I'm going to make an effort to rest for longer hours and really think ahead of time and be more prepared of the days to come, rather than what I've been doing for the past year. Last year, I can say that I was really busy preparing for school work that I really didn't have much time to think seriously about other stuffs. But this year, at least for now, I am really quite free and should do more for the time being. I don't want to upset anyone anymore this year, especially her... Even though things were going smoothly, I shouldn't take them for granted and make her accept my laziness, I should really put in more effort instead.

Beh