3009

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Its been quite a while since I get to type on my computer and post a blog post! Have been using my phone to type for my blog for the past few blog posts. Ahh I still have 888 views, this means that in the past 24 hours, nobody visited my blog at all sadly, not even myself.. Not being a very nice person this year on this day... Just at the start of the day, I already made someone angry and pissed off D: But I'm happy that things got better and better. I hope I'm not this f-ed up anymore, I hate it myself... So for today, I did live 'run'... For the first time, I didn't run for live run. My leg hurts. Maybe because I exerted too much on my leg during the last few runs in the past two weeks. I'm probably going to see a doctor tomorrow to get some ointment for my leg. I have some physical fitness test coming up soon, hope I'll recover by then! 30/09 is a very special day. Why? It's just a very special day <3

Beh

200

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I currently have 888 blog views and this is my 200th post! It's been quite a while actually.. I can't remember when I started this blog but it's quite fast to have reached 200 posts. I post like once a day and even lesser during the start of this blog, so does that mean this blog post is like over 200 days old?! That's actually quite a lot... I still remember posting only during the weekends when I was in basic military training. Now I'm like reaching 6 months in army already, it won't be long before I'm finally out of this place haha Tomorrow is gonna be a busy and nice day, busy like in doing things and nice in terms of the company and fun ^^ so looking forward to booking and going out tomorrow!

Beh

Mid week!

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It's mid-week already! I wonder why but I miss drinking milk tea. I just bought milk tea earlier on during my nights out but I still feel like drinking it. I have so much cravings for it, I think I should bring my milk tea packets into camp, like those satchel ones. If only I remember hahaha I don't want to set a reminder for stuffs like this, like if I remember then good lo if forget then forget it lo, it's a luxury anyway! Let's hope I remember haha spent like two dollars during my nights out today, a dollar for ice cream at McDonald's and a dollar for milk tea and some hawker centre!

Beh

Day one!

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It's the first day of the week! Had like live run today, ran for quite a bit today, met the new officers for our battery - oops I didn't tell my love this! But I think it's fine right I'll just tell here so she can see as well:x anyway she is my world right? Okay let's carry on. So right today for our live run, we had to run around the track for like 5 times. So the new officers quite nice, like they know that the other old officer is a bit screwed up and annoying, like want us do a lot of shit like push ups if we can't meet the timing. So these new officers tell us to just put in a bit of effort when we run, like to show that we are putting in effort, so that the old officer won't scold us. Then they help us cover up the timing as well haha so like we didn't have to do push-ups. Not bad, maybe just for a start? Since this is our first time meeting! Then after that today nights out, I went to collect my powerbank and ate ice kacang! It's cold and sweet so it's good!!! Walked a Long detour back to the camp via the main gate since the back gate is closed at certain timings, and it's about to be sleep time soon!!

Beh

Sunday!!

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Sunday day out ^^ Had fun today out with love! Yawn yawn yawn!! Came back home quite late last night and had to delay the time meeting love today! Why is it called bewbs I haven't researched on it hahaha Sounds very cute right!!! It's also very nice to touch because it's very soft!!! Butts are nice to touch as well :x Oh man why am I talking about such things on my blog? I think I've never said such things right, it's usually about what I did in my life hahaha but then again, since this blog is mine I can post anything I want!! Went to the Projector today and watched Vice Versa, not very nice actually, or maybe we don't enjoy watching such shows. A lot of angmoh watch it though!! Would rather go to the cinema actually... Should go cinema soon!! Blair witch? Nice? Hahaha

Beh

Home sweet home!

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Finally back at home! Haven't touched my bed though haha I'm sure it will feel better than what my bed feels like in camp! Like I get my fan above me, I get my blanket, I get my bolster and also all my 'bean bags' like chou chou and poohs to hug! Sadly I don't get love to hug at night ): Just hug myself then! So many boxes in my room currently, because I'm moving house like soon? I don't know how many boxes belong to me actually, don't want to count them, probably more than 10 boxes hahaha Why do I have so much belongings! Like we're born with nothing, then things start to come in, so actually every single person created quite a bit of trash from the start to the end of their lives hahaha Things that people use, like after awhile, its either something to keep or something to throw. The things that we choose to keep will eventually become trash someday as well. But lets not think so much, its just part and parcel of life!!

Beh

Book out soon!!

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It's Thursday night! Less than a day to book out ^^ hopefully book out early haha so I can go home early! Not really sure what to do at home also, like should I pack my stuffs or what? Aiyo I don't really have time to be typing hahaha I'm just texting love!! Every few lines I type she reply me hahahaha so bad to be not replying her!! Gonna call love soon ^^

Amado

Nights

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It's been quite a while since I last met love on my nights out! Only met a few times during my nights out... But yay we finally met again ^^ Initially I thought that we weren't going out so I didn't wear particularly nice when I just booked in hahaha but it's okay la as long as I am around can already right :x doesn't really matter what I wear as long as I can meet love!! But no la it's better to dress nicely when meeting her, so I won't be an embarrassment!! Did a 5km run today, it's the live run I mentioned yesterday, did I? I put in effort to run actually, not like I slacked. My timing wasn't that bad after all!! Neither am I looking forward to run again!!!

Beh

First day!

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Today feels like being in a new place since I haven't really experienced the life over here, have always been on driving course so I won't be around to do any of the PT. Today wasn't really entirely fun to begin with, so many things to do!! Like supposed to have Swimming, but end up cancelled. Then we have some conditioning run with like body armour... So heavy!! It's been so long since I last wore that, I already thought that I'm a driver!! Tomorrow we'll be having nights out! But morning we will have a 5km run though... Hope it rains because I'm lazy hahaha but I need to slim down as well.. Looking forward to nights out with love!!

Beh

Booked in!

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Back to camp tonight! My extremely long weekend is finally over, hoped that it would never be over though haiss but it's okay I'll be going to ORD soon!! Let me see how long more I have to tahan here... 502 days to ord! About 25% completed haha I would say time didn't pass too slowly actually, since I'm already like one quarter done? Long way to go but not that bad I believe!! So happy to be spending time with love all these while through my long weekend!! Sadly she's in school and has to study quite a bit! Jiayou!!! -literally means add oil in Chinese, like burning midnight oil. Not a good thing to burn midnight oil, but still have to work hard for tests!! ❤️ See you soon on Friday my love!

Beh

Good day!

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Went out today and bought like quite a number of things! Not a lot actually, just one tee shirt, one jacket and one pair of shoes haha But I'm getting a bit poor after spending.. Its been awhile since I bought much clothes for myself, so I think I have to pamper myself a little bit! Being in NS, don't earn a lot of money, but then still need to get some nice clothes, so that when I go out, I don't dress so badly. Doesn't reflect very well on those people I go out with (actually I only go out with love hahahaha) Like trying to convert my style man! Trying to look less like a kid/teenager and look more like an adult hahaha I have bad taste though, so have to depend on love to help me find what suits me. Sometimes even though I have nice clothes, the way I put them together just caused a disaster!! Sadly I'm not going to post any real life pictures here, so you guys can just go ahead and imagine how badly I dress... Off tomorrow so not booking in tonight, so shiok!! One day in the outside world to go!!

Beh

^^

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Its a Friday today but it felt like Saturday, tomorrow is going to Saturday #2! I felt this way because I usually wake up at home to either a Saturday or Sunday. But this time is different! Because I don't have to book in neither tonight or tomorrow night hahaha My brother and my dad was out of the house, they were studying and working, I thought they went out, because its Saturday right? Then like we went to eat kcook, which is some korean bbq buffet. This time it felt really different from the last time round which was the first time I went to eat. I didn't really like it the first time round, maybe because I wasn't really feeling very well that time, so when I ate the food, it didn't felt very nice. This time round its really nice hahaha Then we went to walk around, went to some places that we haven't went in a very very long time! Like after she starting studying and I started national service, I don't think there's a Friday we spent an entire day out!! Except one? Hahaha so its a good day today!! Good Friday! Yes I say Good Friday!!!

Beh

OUT!

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I'm a happy man now! Booked out today, didn't have lunch in camp, went to her school to surprise her haha she told me its shocking but I believe its surprising hahaha I just refused to believe that my sight would be shocking... Hardly I'll spend so many days out, I'm only going back in on Monday night!! It's quite a bit of time from today! Tomorrow going to eat some korean bbq that we never had in ages. She's quite busy with her school life though, its good that she's hardworking and I honestly feel that she will do well! Philosophy suits her actually, since she's really intelligent and likes exploring such things (at least to me)! I don't really understand Philosophy, I have to read over and over again in order to grasp the concept, its just not my thing haha Four nights on my bed yay!

Beh

Long interval

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It's been a long time since I last posted anything. Like you would've expected, something happened of course. Basically this blog was created for the whole world to read, but it's actually created just for one person, just for her to read. She's like my entire world actually, so addressing this post to the world isn't wrong in any way. So I was actually quite stupid to have wanted to break up with her and ignore her for a long time. I somewhat enjoyed some freedom, like going out, but feel even more loneliness and emptiness. Not just that I am looking for a missing piece in my life, I am sure that this missing piece that I have set my eyes on is the perfect fit for my puzzle. So as of this midnight, I have began my operation and interactions to aliens have been cut down greatly. Even though I may be changing myself greatly now, I am quite sure I wouldn't revert back to who I was. It's actually more of a habit rather than a personality. By being conditioned to put in effort, only then will I be the interesting guy around her. It's a choice that I made on my own accord.

Beh

XC

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It's been awhile since I talked about XC haha XC means cross country actually. So today I was tagged a photo by a friend of a bike that is the same model as my previous bike, it's classified as a cross country bike btw. And coincidentally, today, I'm actually driving cross country on Land Rover, military vehicle, for some training or practicing. So coincidental haha Tomorrow I'll be continuing with my training, will drag all the way till night, hopefully I'll have time to blog tomorrow! Don't really have much to do now so I'll probably sleep early too! It was quite fun playing or rather training cross country, maybe someday I'll get a vehicle to do cross country trails elsewhere hahaha

Beh

Ops training!

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Err met quite a few people today at the driving centre, people there like starting their driving or riding course, and here I am completed my driving course, got my driving license! Just did some operations training, narrow bridges and stuffs like that, that's about it for my day at driving course! Watched some shows also~ then we were waiting for our bus and we played murderer haha yeah we're still kids actually, 19 year olds, have 24 also though... But it still feels good to be young, when you put a bunch of guys together they become even more childish, it's true. Nights out went to eat McSpicy! Cost me some money but it's okay.. No more nights out this week, night training all the way (two days)!

Beh

Sleeping soon!

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Went out today for the entire day? Went to find clothes for a guy friend because we are going overseas soon! Some day some time I will be travelling! It's still too early though! Because of security reasons I shall just keep quiet, or have I mentioned where I'm going hahaha Shall sleep soon! Yawnnn

Beh

Broke

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My power bank actually broke, not really broke la but there's some issues with the charging. I have to pull the usb port to one side before it charges, so its just that the port seems to be a little bit loose. I opened up the power bank to see if I can fix it, but I don't think I'm capable enough to fix it hahaha Then my dad is like telling me just get a new one. Its probably just that he can't fix electronics like this haha Its not like one power bank is extremely expensive anyway. I'll probably be getting them tomorrow, like ordering them I mean. For the time being, I'll just tape the cable to the power bank. Money efficient! One more week to go before travelling to KL! Need to get my stuffs ready, or that its too early haha shall go to the money changer soon too!

Beh

Late night!

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Back from a drinking session!! Just kidding, just a night to a bar. Hardly go to the bar, so I hardly drink too. But then again, I'm not drunk yet haha just feeling tired and want to go to bed soon! Especially when its bookout day, I love my bed so much, can't help it. There's only 2/7 of my life these two years spent with my own bed!!! (approximately two years) So I better treasure it while I can! Then again, let's talk about hair, not my hair but hair in general hahaha People in NS usually have to keep their hair short, and hair needs to be extremely short when they are in BMT. But then, for the infantry people, they have to keep the BMT hairstyle for two years, that's kind of sad. Thinking that you can finally stop cutting such short hair, then getting posted to infantry, its like all the hopes dashed. So poor thing, at least my hair is not that bad now!!

Beh

Thurs

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Another day of driving course, like just follow another vehicle. So there's nothing really special about it anyway. Came back to camp and do night pt, that's about it for my day, except that I fucked up... Was supposed to ask a Friend out for a gathering but I actually gave him the wrong date to meet... Really felt very sorry to everyone going for expecting him to come but he couldn't make it in the end... Been awhile since I fucked things up because it's been a while since I really did something that I can fuck up... Ugh... Need to be more meticulous in the things I do..

Beh